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Monday, November 09, 2009

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 23:23:48 GMT

Hey guys!
So, im sure some of you all have noticed ive been MIA.
Well, my computer broke! Im going crazy.
Not sure when it will be fixed, so just bare with me, and enjoy the old updates! (:

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Sat, 31 Oct 2009 13:26:45 GMT

I'm the one who fell in love, and stayed that way..

You always deserve to be the most important person in somebody's life. Anybodys, just somebodys. You deserve better then to be left alone in this cold world. You deserve to be loved

your best friend is here when you have nothing,
but more importantly when you feel like nothing.

I guess to some extent, you get used to being alone. You get used to not expecting phone calls & having nothing to do at night. You don’t expect to turn around to open arms any longer. The small sounds of him have been replaced by silence. Your thoughts echo through your head, with no one to share them with. All in all, being alone isn’t terrible, it just hurts like hell.

People come into your life and people go. But it’s comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. And if you’re very lucky, a plane ride away.

Because sometimes there is no easy way out. You just have to grin
and bear it. Sometimes the only escape route is to go straight through
the flames, just braces yourself and bit your lip. Sometimes you just
have to sever the ties clean off. Because in every relationship there
comes a point when the damage is too much and no matter how
good it once was, the memories can’t sustain you. You have to save
yourself knowing all the while it will hurt like hell. Because you can’t
you keep giving someone everything if you get nothing in return.

I am so afraid that I am responsible for my own loneliness.

Sometimes it makes me want to laugh
Sometimes it makes me want to take my toaster in the bath.

Let’s be honest. Sometimes there is nothing harder in life than being happy for somebody else.

Little girl, don’t be so blue.
I know what you’re going through.
Don’t let it beat you up.
Hitting walls and getting scars.
Only makes you who are.
No matter how much your heart is aching.
There is beauty in the breaking

You know that feeling? That feeling when you just want the right thing to fall into the right place, not only because it’s right, but because it will mean that such a thing is still possible? I want to believe that.

Letting myself fall for him was only going to lead to pain. I didn`t need to jump head first into some overwhelming feeling that would lead to disaster. I could make a rational decision about where I was going to put my heart, or if I was going to put my heart anywhere at all.
-Wild Roses ; Deb Caletti

you told me her name.
it sounded familar in a way.
i could have sworn i'd heard him say it a thousand times.
oh, if only i had be listening.

If you hear a song that makes you cry and you don’t want to cry anymore, you don’t listen to that song anymore. But you can’t get away from yourself. You can’t decide not to see yourself anymore. You can’t decide to turn off the noise in your head.

I miss you even more than I could have believed. And I was prepared to miss you a good deal. So this letter is just really a sequel of pain. It is incredible how essential to me you have become.

Maybe for once it's not about the happy ending,
Maybe it's about the story.

So I stopped watching, I stopped caring. I lost all interest, and I stopped wearing these plastic smiles. I'll wash my hands clean. I'll forget that you forgot about me. And I'll live the life, the big city feeling, cause it's better than suburban dreaming. Living off the friends that hate you, who talk shit on me. Like I don't know who my real friends are anymore. No, I don't know you anymore.

it seems like a million years ago we dated,
but it wasn't. maybe you`re over it.
maybe it doesn`t mean anything to you anymore.
maybe it never did, but it meant a lot to me.
you meant a lot to me. &&& you still do.
--THE O.C.

There's always going to be an occasional night when you break down and cry, because you know things will never be the same.

I have to ask you a question.
It's a good one so think about it.
If two people love each other,
but they just can't seem to get it together,
when do you get to that point of enough is enough?

There comes a time in your
like when you're all mixed up
and your mind doesnt know what
to do. This is when you have
to leave it up to your heart
to decide <3

But I should have known this right from the start.. only hope can keep me together. Love can mend your life, but love can break your heart.

I never knew until that moment, what it was like to lose something I never really had.

My life:
Well, T tells me that he likes me, then the next minute, he just wants to remain friends. wtf? i was okay with it too this evening, like, i told myself i wasnt gonna get upset, then he got on messenger and was talking to me, and he was like, i know somethings wrong, blah blah blah. frack that. that upset me. anyways, Hollywood Undead tomorrow! & escape the fate, atreyu, and the sleeping, im soooo pumped!

Poll: Tell me a Secret.

My secret : I finally know what its like to lose what i never had. Im falling in love with a boy, who only wants friendship from me, and i cant stop myself.

EDIT: THE CONCERT WAS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING! <3

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 20:16:13 GMT

baby, i sorely miss the vibrant gleam that's in your eyes.

This time I won't let you get away
my heart is in your hands and it's there to stay.

I walk awhile before I sleep, count the secrets that I keep. I hope for more, I know for sure. I fall apart before I weep. I disconnect the telephone, cause I can choose to be alone. I'll get more done, I'll have some fun, pretend you're not the only one.

when i get really lonely i think of you smiling.
-glen hansard

“Tell him yes,” she said. “Even if you are dying of fear, even if you are sorry later, because whatever you do, you will be sorry all the rest of your life if you say no. -Love in the Time of Cholera

Don’t wake me up if this is a dream because things aren’t always what they seem. So don’t ruin this for me. If you’re a fairytale, I still believe.

ive always lived like this, keeping a comfortable distance, and up until now i swore to myself that i'm content with loneliness because none of it was ever worth the risk, well... you are the only exception.

You're the brightest star in a pocketful of skies. My colored picture in a world of black and white, my only dream come true in a restless winter night. My dream come true.

And if there's no tomorrow, and all we have is here and now,
I'm happy just to have you, you're all the love I need somehow.

We give and we take from each other so much,
that I feel we don’t need no one else

sometimes it isn't where you're going, it's who you're with,
in this moment we're connected and if we fall, we fall together.

And then my soul saw you, and it kind of went,
“Oh there you are. I’ve been looking for you."

It scares me how I need your laugh.
You're everything I've grown to miss.

And I cannot stop thinking about you. I cannot stop wondering if you’re constantly thinking about me. Don't close your eyes dear, I'm still staring. I won't lie dear, I'm still breathing. Even though your beauty is breathtaking.

Everything I need is everything you are. And I'm taking a chance. This time could be different. This could be all I’m waiting for.

because i know you're too good to be true
i must have done something good to meet you.

"It's just hard because I am absolutely falling head over heels for you.
And maybe you fall in love often, but I don't."

Been through a lot in the last year, it's like everything
I love is slipping away. And every time I come home,
some more of me isn't there. I gotta get it together, I need
to do things for myself. I've given everything but still you
take more from me. I need some room to breathe.

When you have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth.

Sometimes it takes hundreds of miles and hours of quiet bus rides to make you remember how much you love someone. I can't sleep. And I miss you. And the city and I haven't been breathing the same. It's never easy, regardless of the season.

My life....Well, its crazy. Things are okay with T ( the boy) I just find myself over analyzing eveything. Like, yesterday, i went to see him, and i just feel like he didnt want me there. He says it wasnt like that at all, but thats just how i get. hopefully ill talk to him later tonight. Im sick, and i hate school. Homecoming was okay, the music sucked, but i had fun. Heres a photo :

Poll: Something youre excited for?
Me - Hollywood Undead, Atreyu, Escape the Fate, & the Sleeping concert on FRIDAY!
& Florida over Xmas break (:

Please comment, I love this update <3

Friday, October 16, 2009

Fri, 16 Oct 2009 20:47:57 GMT

Fear is the heart of love.

Color the coast with your smile
it's the most genuine thing I've ever seen
I was so lost, but now, I believe

When it comes to love, you need not fall but rather surrender, surrender to the idea that you must love yourself before you can love another. You must absolutely trust yourself before you can absolutely trust another and most importantly, you must accept yourself before you can accept flaws of another.

'Cause you are beautiful inside, so lovely and I can't see why I'd do anything without you,
And when I'm not with you, I know that it's true
That I'd rather be anywhere but here without you <3

This world isn't easy, don't try to understand it. You're allowed to keep what you want inside, and it's okay not to be easy to read. Cause the people that love you the most will love you so much more than those things.

You're the dream that hasn't ended, and I'm still anxious for rest. Your words they seem to hang above my head. You're the bud before the flower, unfurls into full bloom. Captivating beauty, but it maybe all too soon. You're the song that writes a story, but leaves a lot to read. The closest thing to perfect, but the farthest thing from me.

everything we do is a choice. oatmeal or cereal, highways or sidestreets, kiss her or keep her. we make choices
and we live with the consequences. if someone gets hurt along the way, we ask for forgiveness. it's the best anyone can do. -Pushing Daisies

I spend 23 hours a day wondering whether we’re wrong for each other, wondering whether we’ve got the energy
that we need to get through everything that we seem to get into, whether the baggage we both bring would sink
a small ship. But in the 24th hour, I realize I’ve been thinking about you for 23 hours. There’s something about
you I can’t stay away from. Something about you, that makes me want to love you.

Even though a lot of things in my life are falling apart, im so happy <3

Poll: Wanting any tattoos or piercings?
Me - of course, i want more of both.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 22:49:47 GMT

heres some news...

you know how i mentioned i had a cheer competition on last saturday?
Well, the day before six cheerleaders quit. We had nine. So we cheered the game
friday with the three who didnt quit, then practiced till midnight, made a new routine, and still competeted the next day, and got third place out of seven. Im proud of that, very proud.

Ive got a new boy in my life, and all is well right now. He could be boyfriend material (:
Theres a little distance though =/
Anyways, i will update soon, just thought id tell you about cheer.

Love,
Kait <3

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

Wed, 07 Oct 2009 01:14:49 GMT

And there's only four seasons, but even the best of us fall. She says hold me up darling, because I can't see straight. Been drinking again and staying up late. Hope you understand that it's just that time of year. And there's only four seasons, but these feelings are always here.

This is how it works, you're young until you're not, you love until you don't, you try until you can't, you laugh until you cry, you cry until you laugh and everyone must breathe until their dying breath. No, this is how it works. You peer inside yourself, you take the things you like and try to love the things you took and then you take that love you made and stick it into someone else's heart, pumping someone else's blood and walking arm in arm. You hope it don't get harmed, but even if it does, you'll just do it all again.

When you hear this chorus, do you miss the way the world was spinning for us? Do you hurt the way that I do? After all this time, you leave me broken. This song is every word I've left unspoken.

Maybe it's not my weekend,
But it's gonna be my year.
And I'm so sick of watching while the
minutes pass as I go nowhere.
And this is my reaction, to everything I fear,
Cause I've been going crazy, I don't want to
waste another minute here.

She sits beside me, real close, and for about the thousandth time, I'm amazed at how she makes me feel.
As inconspicuously as possible, I slide my arm around her waist, put my mouth against her ear. "I don't ever want to lose you."

"You get a little moody sometimes but I think that's because you like to read. People that like to read are always a little fucked up."

" I read somewhere that if you think you're going to cry, you can recite the color of things to make it stop. green tree. red windmill. blue sky. blue jeans. blue eyes. i wanted to tell him. i wanted to tell him all of it, but that was crazy, wasn't it? i mean, i just met him. so what did i do? i asked him to tell me something. the amazing thing was that he did and when he looked at me, i felt not the rush of yesterday, when it seemed like the whole world was awake and alive and singing, but something else. something big and profound and bottomless. something that answered another question, one that i wasn't even aware that i had asked. standing there next to an overgrown mini-golf course in the middle of the woods in North Carolina, i heard an answer. and that answer was yes."

I know you never meant to do everything you put me through. It's okay, I forgive you.
Just know when you see me cringe sometimes, I'm trying to rid the poison from my mind.

Sorry I havnt updated. I really am.
First cheer competition of this year is saturday.
were not ready, so who knows how it will go.
Im sick of school & everyone & everything,
because everything is changing. screw growing up.

poll: recent good book youve read?

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Sat, 26 Sep 2009 12:01:03 GMT

"you might not end up where you thought you'd be.
but you'll end up where you're meant to be"

"I just don't know if I wanna do it anymore, get close to somebody so they can leave again."
- - One Tree Hill

im lookinq for love; REAL LOVE
the ridiculous, inconvenient, consuminq
can't-live-without-each-other-love.
- sex and the city

I've got nothing left to say to you. This silence hurts me more than anything you could say. Broken knuckles, broken heart. I fell in love then fell apart. Held you close, felt so far. Hearts beating out of time.

This is how I feel today. It's one of those days when you sigh at everything and it although it's all fairly normal... it just feels like something is missing.

For now, I’ll keep on dreaming, because it’s better than believing that you’re the one. I wish you were. And now I’m gonna stop hoping, that you won’t disappoint me, cause you always do. You’re the guy of my dreams, but, I think I’m finally waking up.

Sometimes she thinks she's strong, sometimes she thinks she's gone, past the point of feeling anything at all. Sometimes she's sure she's crazy. Sometimes she feels like maybe the only way to survive is to stay angry. And that works fine most of the time, but some things make her cry.. like Bruce Springsteen, silver Sebrings, eggs scrambled hard, home-made birthday cards. A gray sweatshirt over faded jeans with a hole in the pocket where a wallet's supposed to be. Blue sheets on an unmade bed, strong shoulders with a summer tan and rain in the headlights. Yeah, some things make her cry. She didn't shed a tear when he left her here, November 21st of last year. She said she'd be just fine, but maybe she lied cause some things make her cry.. like drive-in movies, oatmeal cookies, 49'ers, all night diners. Blue eyes under a red ball cap, waking up alone at 3AM. Icy streets, New Year's Eve, falling asleep on a brown love seat and runway lights. Yeah, some things make me cry.

At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me. And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone. There comes a time in everyone's life when all you can see are the years passing by. And I have made up my mind that those days are gone.

A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins

I will never ask if your to never tell me.

if there's just one piece of advice i can give you, it's this - when there's something you really want, fight for it, don't give up no matter how hopeless it seems. and when you've lost hope, ask yourself if 10 years from now, you're gonna wish you gave it just one more shot. because the best things in life, they don't come free

Picture this: The rain is pouring outside, and the streetlights just won't give us enough light to see the direction we have to go. And don't let anyone know where we will run to...I need those lips that ignite my bones, and keep my heart afloat.
- - Tear Down the Stars; The Years Gone By

I'm not sure if I'm happy or completely lost right now. Definitely a little lost, but aren't we all? I have no idea what I'm doing in my life, or where I'm going. And I think I'm okay with that right now. For the first time in a while, I noticed that I've changed. Maybe for the best, maybe not. But does it really matter? When we change, we can never go back.

So we don’t talk though it seems to be the one true cure for the disease that tears relationships apart. Though you’ll say something like “how’s it going”, watch me cringe. I never want to hear those words again.

SweetestSin_ox

I’m OBSESSED with that site, check it out <3

Poll: Favorite brand of Jeans?
Me - American Eagle.
PLEASEEE COMMENT! :)

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Thu, 17 Sep 2009 22:15:42 GMT

Lovers don't finally meet somewhere, they're in each other all along.

and so there's a change... in your emotions,
and all of these memories come rushing, like
feral waves to your mind, of the curl of your
bodies, like two perfect circles entwined.
and you feel hopeless, and homeless, and lost
in the haze, of wine.
- sometime around midnight by the airborne toxic event

cause maybe its true, that i can't live without
you. maybe two is better than one. theres
so much time, to figure out the rest of my life,
and you've already got me coming undone.
and i'm thinking that two, is better than one.
- two is better than one by boys like girls

I'm bored of your love,
I'm up to my neck in this mess and im sorry.

we could pack up and leave all our things behind.
no fact, or fiction, or storyline.
cause I need you more than just for tonight.

I do understand the impulse.The impulse to put your hand out and want someone to be there at the end of your reach. To want someone to be close to. To want to kiss or touch even if it’s wrong. The point is you can’t control these feelings. Even if they’re wrong, they’re there.They’re always there.

And now every time someone ruffles your hair or asks you to dance, every time the full moon is out, and every time the sun paints the sky, he'll be all that's on your mind.

I'm in love with your love
I'm in love with your face
I'm in love with almost everything that you say
Yes its true
I'm in love with you

Secret love, my escape
Take me far far away
Secret love, are you there
Will you answer my prayer
Please take me anywhere but here

-Anywhere but here ; mayday parade <3

The stars are always there but we miss them

in the dirt and clouds. we miss them in the storms.

tell them to remember hope. we have hope.

-To Write Love on Her Arms

I know that you're tired
I know that you're sore and sick and sad for some reason
So I leave you with a smile, kiss you on the cheek,
and you will call it treason.

This is what I know about love, that it is tested every day, and what is not renewed is lost. One either chooses to care more or to care less. Once the choice is to care less, then there is no stopping the momentum of goodbye.

So maybe it doesn't really matter if you wear your heart on your sleeve or if you lock it up in a box away from the world, because in the end, everyone gets hurt.

I'm gonna break down these walls I built around myself.
I wanna fall so in love, with you, and no one else.

Poll:
Whens your homecoming?
Mines october 24^th or 25^th.

My life:
Well. Im busy, that’s for sure. I had cheer for 4 hours tonight. I wonder how many of these practices ill have. I love it though. I was soo ready to be a senior, but its kinda depressing me as well. I just cant believe this is it. Lol. Anyways, I havnt been in the best condition either. I had to go to the ER Saturday night at 4 am. I had an intense pain in my side, turns out I have an ovarian cyst and it was acting up. Im okay now though, thank god. Just random pain sometimes. The Duke boy makes me mad to no end. Hes coming home this weekend, and can only see me Friday, but I have a game, he wont come cause ill be busy cheering. It rly made me mad. I mean, I was under the impression he just wanted to see me. Stupid me. A guy friend of mine has been there for me a lot lately tho.. hmm.
OOOH! And I got a homecoming dress, its pretty.

atm, im obsessed with "bored of you love" by Meg & Dia.

listen to it! <3

Sunday, September 06, 2009

Sun, 06 Sep 2009 18:29:34 GMT

Sometimes we just got to ride the waves and let them take us wherever we're meant to go.

You know what I miss?
I miss knowing you were always there. i miss the security. i miss the stupid fights that either made us shut up until next time or somehow made us stronger. i miss holding your hand. i miss biting your lip because i was so mad that you held back. i miss you holding back. i miss you not holding back. i miss your scruff and always being amazed that i walked away without severe beard-burn. i miss hearing you gasp and begging me to stop. i miss those nights when we didn't want to stop. i miss getting so f-ing pissed at something you would say or do and trying to deal with it on my own until you made me fess up. i miss surprising you. i miss being surprised by the glimpses of your humanity every now and then. i miss the look you'd get when i'd touch your cheek. i miss how you thought you were so stealth with your mood changes when you really can't hide them from me. i miss how i always knew where i stood. i think i miss your hugs the most. didn't need them often, but now when i do, it sucks to know you're not around to give them.

[A friend sent this to me, and I liked it. So I thought I’d share.]

If we could just be immobile for some time, and finally figure out the way we feel. About the missing puzzle pieces and cloudy question marks. It still looks a bit surreal. Oh, I tend to disappear here and there. So concentrate and you'll feel me everywhere. And we'll fill the metro skies with country air. If you're lost, when you close your eyes, I'll meet you there.

So how fast can you have your bags packed? I'm ready to blow this town. Cause when I shut my eyes to the world outside, it's just another thought of you and I.

You always seem to give me another try. I never quite understood
why. Maybe I mean more than you tell me or maybe this is how
fate's supposed to be.

Try and expect nothing,
but be open for anything.
Don't look for happiness,
but don't settle for anything less.

This is love, isn't it? When you notice someone's absence and hate that absence more than anything? More, even, than you love his presence?

the feeling of being "okay" does not imply that the person has risen above all his faults and emotional problems. it merely implies that he refuses to be paralyzed by them.

We've all cried. Sometimes it's the only thing you can do.
-ER.

How will we ever get out of this labyrinth of suffering?
I'm going to leave that up for the rest of the semester.
Because everybody who has ever lost their way in life,
has felt the nagging insistence of that question.
At some point we all look up and realize we are lost in a maze,
And I don't want us to forget
- Looking For Alaska

"if you end up with a boring, ~~miserable~~ life because
you listened to your mom, your dad, your teacher,
your priest, or some guy on television telling
you how to do your shit, then you deserve it."
-Frank Zappa

When your ignored long enough its nice to feel special sometimes
- Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist <3

I close my eyes, inhale, and feel a rush of heat and energy that takes my breath away. it's the feeling of
wanting something so much that it borders on an actual need, and the power and urgency of this need overwhelms me.

I don't believe in perfect love. But I do believe that there are people who's lives are inextricably intertwined.
-Dawson’s Creek

Being together is more than just sex and making out.
It's about understanding the other person.
Being there for them, talking for hours;
making each others' dreams come true, being
in love and not needing anything to keep it worthwhile.

i wondered if there were some pieces of your life that would always be too monumental to ever leave you. Some events in life that were fossils, embedded in rock...the wrinkles etched on an old person's face, words imprinted in a book.
-Honey, Baby, Sweetheart ; by Deb Caletti

Hello Loves (:
Sorry this update is long overdue, I just have no time whatsoever. Im on a break at work now. Anyways, Im off next sunday, finally! lol. School's going okay, and cheer's about the same. Nothing new. I feel like im becoming boring. lol. My fuel pump on my car broke, & of course it had to happen on a holiday wknd, so i have to wait till tuesday to get it fixed. Im just ready for christmas break already, so i can go to Orlando (:
How are you all?
Wanna be friends on facebook?! I dooo (:

Poll: Whens your birthday?!
January 24, 1992 ; Makes me seventeeeeeeen.

Monday, August 31, 2009

Mon, 31 Aug 2009 20:20:11 GMT

Life is what happens when you’re busy making other plans <3

Here’s to the notes lost in the washer, to the memories washed away. Here’s to never forgetting. Here’s to being young and never wanting to grow up. Here’s to waking up next to the one you love. Here’s to believing every lie people ever told you. Here’s to those that just need someone to sleep next to. Here’s to change, both good and bad. Here’s to missing people you care about. Here’s to moving on. Here’s to feeling infinite. Here’s to all the wishes at 11:11, hoping one day they’ll come true. Here’s to remembering old friends. Here’s to all the words we never said, and to the ones we choke on. Here’s to holding your breath in that one perfect moment. Here’s to the ones who were on top of the world but fell off. Here’s to every tear you’ve wasted on people who never cared. Here’s to trying to be perfect even when you know its not possible. Here’s to finding him, and holding on tight. Here’s to the nights spent living for the moment. Here’s to speaking the most honest words you’ve ever spoken in your life. Here’s to those who fall in love in their dreams. Here’s to not knowing, and not wanting to know. Here’s to those who wonder where love starts. Here’s to serendipity… even if it doesn’t last. Here’s to the girls who fall too fast… and know it. Here’s to the songs that make you feel like nothing hurts. Here’s to the ones who bend over backwards to be loved, but aren’t. Here’s to everyone who has ever cried themselves to sleep. Here’s to those nights where you just can’t sleep. Here’s to every word they said to you replaying, over and over. Here’s to leaping before you look. Here’s to the times I wish I had said no. Here’s to the times I’m glad I said yes. Here’s to that tingly butterfly feeling you get when he’s around. Here’s to the nights when feelings change, for better or worse. Here’s to the first kisses. Here’s to those who survived to become stronger, better people. Here’s to life, as hard as it may be, and picking yourself up when you’ve fallen down.

To this day, when everything else breaks
you are the anchor that holds me.

How am I supposed to take you home when I can't make my feet move from this spot? If I could die tomorrow I would, just so I could spend one more night with you.
-Tuck Everlasting

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours

pictures of you, pictures of me, hung up on your wall

for the world to see;

pictures of you, pictures of me,

remind us all of what we used to be.

Why is it that all of the things that should hold us together - love, sex, creativity, talent, dreams - those are the very elements that drive us apart? And the things that you would think would separate us - hate, fear, meanness - those are the very things that bind us together and keep us from growing, keep us from changing

I don't need you to fix me,
I just want you to listen.

i guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down just to keep you around, cause the day you realize how amazing you are, you're gonna leave me.

tell me i'm not making a mistake. tell me that you're worth the wait, that you're always going to be here. make me believe that i'm making the right decision by still holding on. show me that you're going to be around to catch me when i fall.

"And yet, I found I could survive. I was alert, I felt the pain- the aching loss that radiated out from my chest, sending wracking waves of hurt through my limbs and head- but it was manageable. I could live through it. It didn't feel like the pain had weakened over time, rather that I'd grown strong enough to bear it."
-New Moon; Stephenie Meyer<3

I like the stories that the mouth can't tell fast enough.
The ears that aren't big enough.
They eyes that can't take in all the change.
I like the hugging, the bringing together, the end of missing someone

you don't get to call me a whore.
when i met you, i thought i had found the person
that i was going to spend the rest of my life with.
i was done. so all the boys and all the bars and all
the obvious daddy issues who cared, i was done.
you left me. you chose Addison. i'm all glued back
together now. i make no apologies for how i chose
to repair what you broke. you don't get to call me a whore.
-grey's anatomy.

Sometimes there doesn't even have to be a reason. I knew from experience that no matter how much you turn things in your head, trying to make sense of them, some people just defy all logic.
[ Keeping The Moon ]

I just got so hurt..really hurt
& sometimes when that happens,
something inside just shuts off.

I worry a lot... I worry that he`s going to leave me. & I worry that his girlfriend will come back to him. I worry that he`ll get killed in a car accident. I worry that he`ll get bored with me. I just worry. -Girls` Poker Night ; Jill Davis

Once you've got what you want, that's when you've got something to lose,
And what's scarier than that?
-The OC

Maybe some girls aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe
they are supposed to run wild, until they find
someone -- just as wild, to run with.
- Sex and The City

You just have to let things fall into place, how
they're supposed to be, even though you might
want something so bad, it might not be meant to be, and
what you do get in the end is what you wanted
and needed all along

If I've learned anything in life, it is that sometimes things get in your path and you have a choice: you can either smash right into them, or you can adjust and move around, but you have to do one or the other in order to move forward. -Gossip Girl

The thing is, there is never a time when you'll be more honest,
when your convictions will be stronger or
your motives will be more pure than they are right now. Which means you should
chase whatever it is that excites you. Be confident and take risks.

Life: senior years going okay. Ive had three days and im already exhausted. I work, go to school & cheer. lol. thats it. Things with the duke boy are okay. We still talk, but i dont know how much im actually into him anymore. All he ever talks about is sexual things, haha, and me like sending him pictures, which, btw...i wont. lol. Idk. I just thought that while he was gone and we could only communicate on here, we would rly get to know each other =/
How are you guys?!

Poll: What do you want to be when you grow up ?
Me : High School English Teacher.