And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd, cause these words are my diary screaming out loud. And I know that you'll use them however you want to.

When I'll be 87 you'll be 89, I'll still look at you like the stars that shine in the sky.
-"Mary's Song" by Taylor Swift.

Squint your eyes and look closer, I’m not between you and your ambition. I am a poster
girl with no poster. I am thirty-two flavors and then some. Life is a b movie, it’s stupid and
it’s strange - a directionless story and the dialogue is lame. I’m closing my eyes and I’m
spinning, spin me away, away. I leave for a living. Music’s just something I do on my way
out the door and I’d do almost anything once. This is one side; flip me over. I know I’m not
your favorite record, the songs you grow to love never stick at first. So I’m writing you a
chorus and here is your verse. No, it’s not the last time, cause I never could say no to you.
You sing about beautiful things, and all I want to do is believe. I traded my dreams for this
mess of memories and they just stopped working for me.

I woke up this morning, I found that I had a smile on my face.
I asked myself, "Whats this for?"
And I remembered you. And I thought of you.

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you that makes it hard to let go
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

I love that feeling. You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything feels like it's going to be okay. When you're hopeless as can be, and life is going nowhere, there's those moments we have every now and then where we just stop, and we get this feeling, that can't be described, but you just.. you just feel like everything really is going to be okay. Like the world stopped spinning for a second, and everything was clear. I need more of those moments.

It was you that showed me who I am, and taught me how to stand for what I know is real. Now I'm breathing for the first time and I'm leaving all this behind. I've become what I am because of you. It was you.

I hummed out loud a melody that left the world without a sound. The quiet streets, just the whistling of the breeze, I want to be the air you breathe. When you can't hang on I’m all you need.

"she knew he was something special. it was different how he moved her.
because when he told her, "Goodnight" it felt like, "Hello."

everything im looking for, with you i've found
i'm hooked and don't want out, you've got me bound.
-Show me the skyline ; “Clocks and calendars”

I'm always on my way to somewhere else. Searching high and low to find myself. Stuck on that highway between here and there, I could be anywhere. You're like the eye of a hurricane. You are a constant in a world of change. You are the calm in the storm when life gets strange.

i haven't seen you in how many days?
i'm missing you so much in so many ways.
closing my eyes, you're still all that i see
nothing like distance will be stopping me
there's no going back now, i've fell to the ground.
i'm not getting up, cause it's you that i've found.
all these sudden emotions have taken me
to someone and somewhere i'd much rather be.
-Show me the skyline ; “Clocks and calendars”

My life (:
So, the concert was amazing.
Actually, this boy is amazing. I think i like him.
Actually, I know i do. It scares me. haha.
I guess we'll see how things go.

Im working the next seven days, 12 hours. so who knows
if ill be able to update, commment tho! (:

Poll: What all concerts have you been to?

Please comment & subscribe!