And I've never been one to believe in love at first sight
but now I know it exists.
Because sometimes it’s easier to say, “I hate you,” than “I miss you, I wish we didn’t fight; I wish you would call me sometimes.” Because sometimes, it’s easier to think, screw life, screw work, screw everything, than admit that you’re overwhelmed and feel like you’re drowning. Because sometimes, it’s easier to admit the simple things than say the hard things and realize how much you’ve been struggling and how much you feel as if life has gone out of your control.
In the day by day collision called the art of growing up, there's an innocence we look for in the stars. To be taken to the younger days, when there was no giving up on the people we held closest to our hearts.
i miss you, i do. i love you. everyday,
i wake up and have this ache in my chest,
and sometimes i just sleep in because i know
when i wake up, you're not going to be there. And when we meet, which I’m sure we will, all that was there will be there still. I'll let it pass and hold my tongue and you will think that I’ve moved on.
“I wrote the story myself. It’s about a girl
who lost her reputation and never missed it.”
- Mae West. 
We were still young; I let you go like the paper airplanes. How can I explain that I’m lost without you around? What if I never lost you? I wouldn’t have to find you all over again. You’re the one I’ve always wanted, the one that I just cant live without. 
I believe in love, in arguing, in jamming out by yourself in the car. I believe in smiling til your cheeks hurt and laughing until you cry. I believe in having someone tell you you're beautiful, dancing in the rain, and miracles. I believe in second chances, even if you've completely screwed up. The only person who gets me won't even give me the time of day.
-Degrassi: The Next Generation. 
You know that feeling? That feelings when you just want the right thing to fall into the right place, not only because it's right, but because it will mean that such a thing is still possible? I want to believe that.
-Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist.  "there were nights where i was sure i wouldn't see the morining sun
and there were days that seemed so dark i couldn't wait for night to come.
i couldn't stand to think about how my life used to be and how without a single warning
it all slipped away from me. like a fool i thought that i could fight the shadows on my own.
to the dark i was no stranger but this was stronger than i'd known.
and by the time that i knew that i was in too deep, i'd gone too far. and the light that
used to guide me had faded from my heart and i found myself in places i thought i'd never go,
surrounded by strangers. i was so far from home." 
And if you close your eyes, we're always going to be that way; the way we were that night. 
my Life:
well, things are interesting thats for sure.
That one boy came to my house on thursday. It was alright, i feel like all he wants to do is get in my pants, which isnt going to happen. so bye to him, i suppose. anyways, i went to a party on saturday where i only knew like, 3 people, it was kinda scary. haha, but i met a boy named Ben. He's cutee (:
Well we hung out all night and what not, and well he asked me to go to a concert with him on saturday night. Kinda cool. The problem? Well i was drinking that night, and i came home and my parents were up, so theyre pissed at me now, because i dont normally drink. so yeah, i hope they let me go. how are you alll? EDIT: I got my carrr! its a 2004 pontiac sunfire, & its red. Im sooo happy (: 
Oh, hey, thats me :) New myspace picturee :p
Poll: I did this one recently, but the feedback was amazing, so im doing it again...
Tell me a secret (: | 
